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Birthday Treat


Referring back to my last post, it was in January 2019. Now it's June, June guys. June 2019.
If you noticed in my last post, I wrote something about getting unwind for myself. Yeah, this post talks about it. I suddenly have time for this out of nowhere.
It was in February where I had a vacation for myself with my ex-housemates Farah and Fahana. So we planned this vacation last year in May 2018. It was just an unplanned thought by Ana when she offered herself to buy the flight tickets for us first. I think if that way didn't happen, we might not be able to have our oversea trip together to date. So I wanna say thank you Ana for planning this trip.
It was my first trip to oversea guys. My first ever trip. To add some more, using my own hard earned money! At first, I wasn't sure about going somewhere outside Malaysia cuz I thought I just never could. I mean, I'm just a plain person who works 9 to 5 for the sake of living.
Guess where we went to?
Those who followed me on Instagram or Facebook or maybe have contact would know where I have been to. Yep, it was Indonesia.

I've always wanted to go to this country because of a lot of things. I just can't name all of them as I think, Indonesia is one of the tourists most favourite countries to visit. We went to Jakarta and Bandung districts throughout our trip there.
I wanna say thank you to both Ana and Farah for agreeing to go there during my birthday month. We spent a week for this vacation in February. My birthday is on the 18th, our trip was on 11th through 17th February. I spent a night in Putrajaya before I went back to Kota Kinabalu. 
I know the trip was before my birthday, on the exact date itself, I was already in Malaysia, but not yet in KK. So actually I spent my birthday in Putrajaya. Hahaha... 
I think it's okay as long as it's in my birthday month. Maybe can blame AA for the ticket price. Lol... I will about my trip in Indonesia in my next post. This is scary, 'cause for me, talking about something in the next post will require months. Naah, I will continue in the next post right after I finish writing this post. Let's pray. Hehe
Alhamdulillah for another year ya Rabb. I can't thank you enough for what I have been given. Thank you for always making me patiently waiting for the right time to do every single thing I wanna do.
It wasn't an easy journey guys. I mean for me to be able to make this trip real was not an easy way for me. Couldn't tell everything here on the challenges I've faced, but let's just say, if we are patient, we will be given whatever we wish for. Just never stop trying and give up. 
So, what was my wish for my birthday this year?
I'm just hoping for a more blessing life. I just wanna be happy always and achieve my dream or goals for this year. I wish whenever I feel sad, it's gonna be temporary, whenever I feel down or give up, I hope it's just a moment to go through, I hope next day I will get up stronger. A lot of things actually. All the wishes received this year were pretty much the same. I know they want me to get married. Dear friends and family, hell yeah, I also want to but I just don't find anyone yet. I think he's also still lost looking for me. Hahahaha Lol... So what to do now?
I'm just gonna do and flock my life the way it's meant for me. Till the next post, bubye!

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